they say we stand for nothing

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we're NOT perfect. we laugh too hard.
we're way too loud and we make complete
fools of ourselves. we're much too comfortable
with each other, and a little too close for comfort.
our smiles are genuine, & we make our drinks
too strong. but somehow we know that being
together is whats going to make us last forever



Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means that whenever you need me, I'm here. Any time, anywhere, any place. Forever.




So much has changed and so much has happened these years, but still I find that you are waiting here. We have a bond that nothing can change and still I find a peace of mind whenever I hear your name. And if I seem too quiet, know it’s because there are no words to show you how much I love and cherish you.




We're friends, real friends. And that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, I’ll still be here


I know most people say that people aren't really friends forever, and that people change... and I know that is true. Really, I do. But, for as long as we possibly can, let's try to prove that theory wrong, ok? I can't imagine not ever being able to pick up the phone and talk to you. You keep me sane, you remind me that no matter what's changed, there are some things that remain... and those things are what I cherish.

on the bus to grenada... I am FREEZING :'(

ummm so like...my parents want us to do something w them tonight annnd its almost 6 and i havent heard from scott. Can you say weird?

Poll of the day (this means you answer the question):

What is your opinion on girls having their tongues pierced?

A) It's trashy.
B) It's cool.
C) Whatever.
D) Other: ___________

You are not sad, you are resentful


Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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I had a dream about Brett last night... ;_; *missage*

Yay, banquet fun! I would post the other pictures, but my mother is kicking me offline. Toodles!!


Holla at your girl,

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I love this song so so so so so so so so so much. Like. SO MUCH.
It gives me the shivers. And it makes me want to cry. But I LOVE IT!


Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are
Thinking of me, too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me, and I
Wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close; but, so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I do

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Ah, ah
(Corazón)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(No puedo dejar de pensar en ti)
I can't stop dreaming
(Cómo te necesito)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(Mi amor, cómo te extraño)

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you."
I love you, too

Now, I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly

Dreaming with you tonight
(With you tonight)
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
(Rather be)
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly
(I'll be dreaming)

Dreaming
(Of you tonight)
Endlessly
(And I'll be holding you tight tonight)
Dreaming
(Dreaming)
Endlessly
(With you tonight)

Endlessly
Endlessly
Dreaming

Technically I should've done this a long time ago, because after Christmas I started making almost all of my entries friends only. But yeah. Here it is. Isn't it BEAUTIFUL?

I just remembered a quote I heard once.. "Anything worth living for is worth dying for" Is that true? hm. Maybe.

Once again, may I say that old music rocks my socks off?

I love this song.. And since I started really listening to it, now I understand what Bon Jovi is talking about when in "It's My Life" he says "For Tommy and Gina, who never backed down"

Yup yup yup!

*sings*

Livin' On A Prayer - Bon Jovi

Once upon a time
Not so long ago
Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
He's down on his luck...it's tough, so tough
Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man, she brings hom her pay
For love - for love

She says: We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

Tommy got his six string in hock
Now he's holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, it's tough
Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers: Baby it's okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when it's all that you've got

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

ahahhaha.

Thongs for fat women are amusing.


I might be in a fashion show at Fashion Bug. *gasp* Yes, I know, Tara does not = fashion. But that's ok. I tried on a lot of halter/spaghetti strap summery shirts and they were SOOO cute. And the lady told mama that I should be in the thing. So I signed up. Whoo.

I got yet another new purse at Old Navy.. yay!


XoXoXoXoXoX,


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Her name was Lola
She was a showgirl
With yellow feathers in her hair
And her dress cut down to there..



*does a dance*




Great song.
Classic.

FILL THIS FIRST PART OUT ABOUT YOU...
1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Height/Weight:
4. Fave Color:
5. Fave Movie:
6. Fave Song:
7. Fave Band:
8. Most Embarassing Moment:
9. Are you a virgin?
AND THIS PART ABOUT MOI...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Would you hold me if I was crying?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If I gave you my phone number, would you call me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you talk shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you?
16. Would you take me to a romantic walk on the beach and let me lay with you?
17.Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

I so totally don't feel all drugged up anymore. I came home and ate some food and watched Arthur and feel lots better.

And my mommy bought me ice cream last night, so now I can get some and be all happier.

I finished up on my room ((on the clothes part anyway))... I can now fit all of the shirts I own --dressy and normal--into my dresser drawers. I used to have the dressy ones hanging up in the closet and the regular ones all stuffed into the drawers and I still couldn't fit all of them. But now all my pants, jackets, dresses, and skirts are hanging up... But I got rid of a LOT. Like, 5 garbage bags of clothes and 2 garbage bags of shoes. And I still have to go through all of my stuffed animals. That's going to take like 10000000 bags. haha.



Well, going to go finish.

Toodles!!

XoXoXoXoX,

†å®å

Bold if it applies

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I own lots of books
05. I own yellow rainboots.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I love ice cream
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse sometimes
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I have a nice smile
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm partially smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning (when I brush my teeth.. o.O)
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin ...actually I have a triplet
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I have a lot of friends
49. I am currently single
50. I have pecked someone of the same sex- that means kiss.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone ((to some people))
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto HAHAHAHAHA!!
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama(theaterishness)
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush/like/love someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am shy around the opposite sex SOMETIMES
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I like surveys
100. I am happy at this moment
101. I'm obsessed with (a) guy(s)
102. I am bi
103. Democrat
104. Conservative Republican
105. I am punk rockish
106. I am preppy
107. I go for older guys/girls, not younger
108. I study for tests most of the time
109. I tie my shoelaces differently to anyone I've ever met
110. I can work on a car
111. I love my job
112. I am comfortable with who I am right now.
113. I have more than just my ears pierced.
114. I walk barefoot wherever I can.
115. I have jumped off a bridge.
116. I love sea turtles.
117. I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
118. I believe in prophetic dreams.
119. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream
120. I am proficient on a musical instrument.
121. I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
122. I hate office jobs
123. I love sci-fi movies
124. I've never been in love
125. I think water rules
126. I go to college out of state
127. I am adopted
128. I like sausage
129. I am a pyro
130. I love the Red Sox
131. I have thrown up from crying too much
132. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
133. I am married to Johnny Depp... he just doesn't know it yet
134. I have a small obsession with ducks
135. I want to be in relationship
136. I am totally in love with someone
137. I've been in (verbal) fights before.
138. I have considered dating someone of the same sex.
139. I wish John Kerry had won.
140. I have a poodle
141. I have ridden an elephant
142. My boyfriend is serving in Iraq.
143. My iPod rocks my world
144. I watch too much CNN




Put an x next to the things that are true and a _ next to things that aren't true.
[_] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[_] I've smoked weed.
[_] I've gotten high.
[_] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I've attempted to run away from home.
[_] I've lied to my parents regularly about where I am.
[_] I've failed 2 or more classes in one marking period.
[_] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[_] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[x] I am for Bush.
[x] I listen to political music.
[_] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[_] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[_] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[_] I own an iPod. (mp3 player...close enough)
[_] I'm not a virgin.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for blonde hair/black hair/blue eyes.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I talk in ebonics, except for around black people.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[_] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[x] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[_] I would not wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[_] I sneak out of the house often.
[_] I have a job.
[_] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I think Napoleon Dynamite is overrated.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[_] I smoke a pack a day.
[_] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I win people over easily.
[_] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[_] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I bite my lip a lot.